One last thing...

God, it's crazy how one song from the past spooks you.

Like a ghost carrying a figure of you from the past.

The hairs on the back of my neck are standing up. I'm not sure if that's good or not. Suddenly I'm transported back to 2004, sitting in Rock City toilets, sobbing my heart out in the worst possible emotional pain I had felt in my life up to that point. No, I'm not being overly emotional here - that's exactly how it was. 

Little did I know, there was only one way from there - upwards. Upwards and onwards. 

"I'm not a perfect person, I never meant to do those things to you. And so I have to say before I go, that I just want you to know..."

And now it's almost 10 years later. Everything is better. I'm so glad I never gave up.



(Lyrics from Hoobastank - The Reason)